oblivion in
a Siberian winter.
the ice :: glass.
I see everything
everything sees.
a mammal rouses at the end
of the Holocene.
its tongue presses
to the roof
of its mouth and clicks.
eve beheaded.
how lapsed grief is,
a circle a circle
never escaped.
I go to no one,
dark space, twilit
speaking to no one.
I travel to the coast,
to an amphitheater of grayness.
waves
come onto
the crag, white-blue
spittle.
the venue of execution.
teeth glide.
the sea is no sea
a mirror.
futures refracting in the rip.
I catch.
I incise.
I keen. something
will die.
by tuesday I’ll be
yet another homunculus,
another ragdoll.
time topographical in its rise and fall.
cold wind. valley, valley.
sand dunes in exodus,
shifting in a dream.
lavender light
little lit like I go
to the shore an x
at the lungs
of sex and vexed
and exhalation.
an egret burns
manna. futures grit
on my palate.
salt sparks.
is desire sight.
is suggestion.
another way to kill.
what waves.
every tongue a click
a prophecy.
the body is beautiful work.
I am never going to be
never.
all I am is happening.
be hold, I said.
be held.