I wait to be reanimated.
Love is like that—

resurrecting you from the dead.
I step off the conveyor belt

in the people factory.
Each fleshy mannequin

with its polished sex,
promising domesticity.

I begin to feel monstrous,
arranging and rearranging
 

the pantry. Inside my mouth
is an unfillable hole.
 

I have tried to be a friend to myself.
I have used both hands.
 

My mother cooks my father meals
and stitches his shirts.
 

They watch K-dramas
together on the couch.

My mother calls me with new gossip.
I listen to her refrain.

I unzip, waiting to be eaten.
I look into the mirror,
 

and it looks back at me
the same.
 

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